Green Stream

The Entry

2009-12-21T23:18:00.002-06:00

Hey Ma look Im a Jackalope

Last night I watched Julie and Julia and it got me thinking how most people start something without finishing what they had planned. In all honesty I am one of those people and I really dislike it. So I think i really want to try something and keep it going I want to challenge myself to keep this blog going for an indefinite period of time.

Maybe with pictures or videos most people i know have someway of communicating besides just using there words or phone. I know most are facebook addicts which in all honesty probably is not healthy. But in reality it is are generations way to connect with each other. When are parents were younger it was the telephone or post cards, before that it was letters or messengers, and even before that it was smoke signals and pictures. Our generation has started the technological upheaval of communication whether it be Facebook, Twitter, Myspace or My yearbook. all of theses are ways people are becoming immersed with new people, growing fads, and many more things even new technology is being shown through this way.

After more thought it seems as if we are the most social out of all generations. We have all grown up in mixed schools meaning all races, creeds and colors. But somehow we have all survived there are still those few people out there that think a white man should not marry a black women or vis-versa but slowly thats changing. After time I think things will get more and more relaxed where everyone is comfortable with everyone. Where everyone can feel compasion for everyone. Myself personally I cannot wait for that day where everyone is equal.

Since as i said earlier I wanted to make this blog actually into something I think I can make it either about what

A: What I am going to school for
B: My personal life
C: Things that interests me

Well what I am going to school for is Graphic Design whether that be web, commercial or other wise. It is what I have wanted to do ever since I was young I have loved the Idea of creating something new and making it recognizable but it has seemed pretty hard. But I usually put my best for forward and work through it. Now as I am getting closer to graduating I am beginning to to realize how much I really want to make something of myself and make myself known. I plan on doing this through self promotion and freelance work to begin with and then slowly I want to actually start my own business in the graphic design field.

Lets see my personal life all I can say is wow it sucks being a college kid but you know some times we need the stress of it to make the rest of our lives purrrrfect (insert funny animal face here). I have been having a difficult time with money but who hasn't with how the economy has been. I have a feeling things will get better soon though. My girlfriend and I have been doing fantastic i can really say any more than that sure we have are little skirmishes but who doesn't we talk them out and then everything is better again which is fantastic slowly we have been talking about marriage we've been together for almost a year now and I love her so much. That even though she gets under my skin sometimes shhhhhhh don't tell her i told you lol. but in all reality I wouldn't want it any other way I love her so much. Other than most of that not much has been going on still in school still at Sams Club and still bothered by people who think they are better than everone else.

Hmmm so the last idea to continue this blog about things that interest me. There are tons of things that interest me whether it be gadgets, stupid youtube videos or cars my favorite out of those three by the way are cars. My first car that I bought was a 1991 Mitsubishi Eclipse GSX I love that car until i totaled it lol but thats another story. Not really a whole lot of interesting stuff I could write about even though it really doesn't have to be interesting to someone else just myself :).

Lastly I just wanted to say that this has been something I haven't done in a long time I mean writing something that is somewhat about me. I love the idea of writing I really do but I like doing it for me sharing my ideas with myself whether they are crazy or not. That is what this whole thing is about right now me writing for me :) Thank you for reading this everyone who shall I will hopefully keep up with it and not let it die hopefully I get a reader or two who like to read what I have to say if not as I said it is for me no one else. Have a great night all and a merry Christmas.

I BELIEVE

2009-12-17T12:51:00.001-06:00

As I was growing up and to this day, my mother has always told me that everything will get better sooner or later and we will all be happy. Right now as things keep getting slimmer, I keep thinking that things will not get better, but I then I think about what she said. It keeps me going when things get tough.
Money will come and go, but love is here forever. I always feel as if I cannot survive, but I know there is someone I can count on for help. It helps me feel like I will be happy again sooner or later. I truly believe this to be true. More often than not, I keep finding myself in hard places where I feel alone and desperate, but I know it soon will get better. My lovely girlfriend is by my side to help, to listen, and not to judge me, so I know soon things will get better. My mother is also there to listen and to offer advice. This also makes me feel like things will soon get better.
When times get tough and you have nowhere to turn, always look around. Someone will be there to listen and make things better. Alot of people have money and stress issues, but remember, things will get better. I know of alot of people who have thought of cowardly ways out of life or situations. They never held on long enough to let it get better. I’m not one of those people. I know it will get better.
Getting better takes time. I know that when it come to stress, all you can really do is talk about it if someone will listen. Most of the time, that is enough to help people feel better. I already feel better by sharing my thoughts in this paper. Some other things that you could do to make life seem happier are listening to uplifting music, watching a funny movie, or hanging with friends. Feeling better can be hard but in the end it is worth the effort.
If I were to offer my advice, it would be that some people take life way to seriosuly, and they think everything has to be perfect the first time. When in reality, life is full of mistakes. When you think about it, without mistakes life could never really get better. The way I look at it, life should be difficult and hard just so it can get better, then worse, and then better once again. Just so you can appreciate it all the more.

OH NO

2009-12-17T08:04:00.003-06:00

So a couple a days ago my car to a crap on me. I have a 1991 nissan sentra that i was supposed to be using for my winter car which in all honesty i didnt think it would last this long but any ways. I'm pretty sure that the cv shaft on the left is getting ready to snap so i ended up pulling my good car out of storage :( picture curtosy of me :)

so at that thought im depressed but other than that a good week :) have a great day

SAMS CLUB

2009-12-12T22:16:00.002-06:00

OK so i work at sams club not really an exciting job but hey it gets some sort of money in. Also i work in the photo department so on a daily bases im surrounded by mumbling morons asking one why wasn't i asked to put txt on my christmas card or what time are you guys open till. the second question being my favorite just because the time we are open never changes and i mean ever so if they come in lets say 50 days a year you think they would understand and the funny thing is 95% of them come in approximatley two too four time a week i really do not understand it but ya know to each there own. anyways i just wanted to reant a little bit these people are irritating as all heck but I will talk to you all later buh bye.

Light

2009-12-03T19:18:00.003-06:00

Getting closer and closer to the end of the semester and finally im seeing light at the end of the tunnel. My marketing book I have almost completed flash shouldn't be to hard after I get it started. and then I just have a paper to write for written communications. I hope the semester ends how I hope it will anyways this is just another short one. but I do have a picture I have to show you guys.

Roomies

2009-12-02T20:18:00.003-06:00

Today my room mate went to Winona MN to get a motor that was supposedly done approximatley 4 months ago. he went up today and ended up cornering the guy after no contact for the past couple months and the guy come to tell him that he has possesion of the motor and just hasnt had the time to call him and let him know he could come get it. hope fully everything pans out hes going up wednesday to go get it.

school

2009-12-02T20:08:00.002-06:00

wow school just keeps crashing down usually you think its gonna get easier as the semester goes on but it really doesnt. I now have my marketing book due along with 2 flash assignments both of which will take a good percentage of time hope i can do better and get this stuff done on the plus side only acouple more weeks of the semester.

what the **** is going on here

2009-11-30T08:28:00.002-06:00

so ya completely out of it. no money college student, dont know if im gonna make rent bill are comming due 3 major assignments used to complicate my life more are due so close to the end of school but knowing im not going to graduate. im completely lost with how to feel i just dont know what to do with my time anymore i think doing what someone else wants is the better choice because it makes them happy but when I want to do something it just make things even more complicated I dont know what to do anymore. GAME OVER

By the window

2009-09-26T23:32:00.003-05:00

The hands turn the day passes by like that of a moving car, So confused with everything wizzing by never knowing what to decide on. Decisions that cause more problems, problems that cause stress and stress that causes heart ache. All this is what has been in my past week. Stress and ache pain that cant be fixed by a simple I love you thoughts that make you think is it the right decision will it go anywhere and then you come to the point where you just have to make the jump and decide that no matter what you choose the out come will come no matter how long you prolong it.

This just seems like one of those rambling posts that hve no useful information for anyone. but you know that ok thats what a blog is for having a place you can go to and just ramble about what you want and about how you feel. I know so many people who are stressing over this simple assignment about omg omg what should i put on my blog whtat should i say will they think different of me if i misspell. Who cares now if it was informative maybe its a big deal but if its for you do what you want dont worry what everyone else thinks. really honeslty lol. Anyways thats my long blurb for the evening what time is it 11:46 well that just means another 5 or so hrs before I go to bed lol just kidding have a great day and a good night.

Enemies or Friends

2009-09-14T08:40:00.005-05:00

VS.

So last night I got surprised with a new little bundle of joy the little tiger cat on the right up above. so calm and collected he strolled into the house like he was at home. But my other cat Loki seems to have something to say about that ever since last night he try to pummel the new little guy every chance he can find. i have been trying my best to control it but so far its not working to well. Loki is approximatley 6 or 7 months old while the new kitten is my guess around 2 months, by what i can tell is loki is trying to show dominance by attacking the litte kitten I'm hoping it will end soon I dont want a poor kitten on my hands :(.

Besides the new kitty though everything has been going thouroghly steady I guess. work has been ok-- I work at sams club by the way if I didnt mention in a previous post. The place is in no way a good place for stress it just keeps building no one likes their job and really noone can stand our manager but who cares he acts like hes the king of the country ugh. Then again it's not like I can do anything about it you know.

Another hour of another day

2009-09-03T08:44:00.003-05:00

Lately this week things have been going quite slowly, not to much has been going on. I've decided to start getting into the swing of things in a new way instead of junk food and sitting around and driving to school I have actually started riding a bike, also I have started eating healthier. A bagel, banana, and a nutrigrain bar for brekky good start to the day in my opinion i was able to update a couple of days ago but I finally got my new Imac 20" of pure graphic goodness and I can add very eco friendly, now I get to go through and locate everything I need to keep from my Pc and transfer it over to my new mac its going to be exciting for sure ugh.... can't wait **rolls eyes** But anyways i think this is it for now in a couple days ill probably put up pictures of the new setup.

2 posts one day?

2009-09-01T01:10:00.000-05:00

Well today when I came home I got a big surprise my new computer was here yay Apple is a god of a company what can I say :) aluminum enclosure 20 screen all shiny and new. Even the smell of the factory is still on it om nom nom lol. But I just wanted to share anyways its another late night I guess I will chat later :)

The begining

2009-08-31T08:56:00.000-05:00

So my first post not really alot to talk about today, besides how I may use this firstly I was thinking weekly photos of around town kind of an artsy Idea, then I was thinking daily youtube videos but I really have no idea. we will have to see how this progresses maybe. I'll even use this as my out put of emotion who know. but ill catch you later oh and by the way this layout is getting overhauled big time.